So a few days ago my fiance, told me that i should start a blog, so i could find another place to share my feelings. I really dont know much about blogs i dont follow anyones blog and im not interested in having a big following, on this 1. but maybe 1 day, someone will take out the time in their day to read this, and relate to what i go trough on a daily basis. Who knows. o i guess i will start off with who i am and what and where i come from.
My name is Danielle Banks, i am 25 years old. I was born and raised in San Francisco, Ca. I have a 20 month old daughter name Bianca. Her father whoms my fiance is Richard Bougere Jr. They are truly the loves of my life, and clearly my reasons for living. I have been through so much in my life that i thought i would never make it through, but thanks to God i have. Sometimes i wonder how much of is giving too much. If it was up 2 me and my i dont give a fuck anymore attitude everyone would know my life story. But now that i have a fiance whos career lives on a reputation for his sake and o guess my families sake ill save them the embarrassment. To make a long story short i grew up in a very strict household where i couldnt do shit, and the moment i learned how to lie and be a true rebellious teenager i did. I was raised in the church (my dad is currently a pastor) i was forbidden to any and everything any normal child could do. Being raised in fear of asking to go play outside, has led me to a life of being passive. I have been mistreated, used abused, mislead, betrayed by my own family and so called friends, i was pretty much left out to die. But through it all i still made it, im not a druggie, nor an alcholic, but damn near was close, but i was addicted to love and being loved. Fell for love in all the wrong ways, and have been deeply damaged by its hurts. But i met Rich and he helped find the value i once used to have for myself, he taught me about self worth and helped me find my potential. I grew with him and i still am growing.
I have finally came to a point in my life where i am now somewhat content with where im going, but still find myself puzzled to how i am going to get there. So this blog will be my journey to wherever He wants me to be. I will cry my heart out, boast about my accomplishments, humbly express my achievements, I will most definitely bring you on my emotional roller coaster called my life. So this is my outlet. feel free to say what you want, but if you cant handle anything then dont be here, because i refuse to be responsible for my actions here, for where else can I be free, not even in my head. This is my release my new sanctuary until i start to figure out my life and its daily trails.
Welcome to my life welcome to my mind, my soul, my heart, for i know not where this will go. Welcome...
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